Missing # Theory

Gone Though I know that you'll always remember me Every moment of snow we felt frost Now the stories I write are all tragedies Will I chase everything that I want When I promised that you'd be the death of me But I never knew when I was lost Wishful thinking that I'd find you out at sea But I crashed in the storm, I got caught This is new to me Feeling loved You told me you don't believe in anything Will you face all the pain that you've fought When I promised that you'd be the death of me But I never knew when I was lost Wishful thinking that I'd find you out at sea But I crashed in the storm I got caught When I promised that you'd be the death of me But I never knew when I was lost Now the stories I write are all tragedies Will you face all the pain that you've fought 'Cause that's what I've been doing Searching for the virtues proven truly worth pursuing Everything I think I know rejects itself in seconds Taking all the trauma with to turn it into lessons Whether Werke or Smith and Wesson All the shit they say I oughta care about is just depressing But don't talk about depression Unless you're down to give up finding love or a profession The way they say I should express emotion is aggression But these feelings I'm repressing need to surf throughout the sea so I can swim alongside them I don't have to dive into the waves because I ride them Got so many thoughts I don't know where to confide them Anxiety embraced It's like a shot I have to chase with something laced with what I'm not Which is somebody who can trot around the lot like nothing's wrong Instead I stumble kinda drunk and try to mumble all the shit I should say to my therapist It keeps me humble while I fumble for my words My mind is reeling Claim to have so many thoughts but can't say what I'm feeling Can't say what I'm feeling