Walk Into My Mind

I cant believe what happened to me Last night I went to sleep, woke up in a dream what I see in front of me Is a door, i open it up into the corridor of my house Walking in on the first floor Something felt weird about this i wasn't shore I looked around, to the right of me i enter On the ground i notice a blood trail Shit my sister was killed pinned up on the wall like Jesus on the cross 2 metal spikes in her hands dripping blood one in her gut, intestines in a pile of mud Squashed and tossed like a Salad I run out the room and panic Then my brothers head was free falling hit my feet. I look up, start bawling an couldn't speak But who the f*ck hung you from your spleen, upside down bat with no skull I don't know what was said or done at all I thought if i walk into my mind Everything would be fine I thought my life was divine But its twisted in twine This could be a sign Walk into my mind And get killed from behind Shit Where am i now There is a weird smell I move towards the room This is my other sister, full of blood I'm in distraught, i cant believe they cut her up into triangles Its gotta be Illuminati, And 100 bullet wounds The gun was a shotty I move out and I'm in a lobby Decapitated parents Strangle and mangled intertwined Like a Siamese appearance Heads sewed together Are you serious Please let my family rest their spirits This is to mysterious Should i fear this Why did i walk into my mind Everything is not fine My life is at a decline I should have saw the sign My family is dead in my mind Its all my fault this time I have to remember this is all a dream This just lowers my self esteem It went to the extreme I wake up and scream What the f*ck does this mean I look around me to see where my family might be Up and down the stairs racing Last place is the basement I looked in my hand a knife was placed in And over there they are latent All of them stabbed to death This was my fear And now it turned into a real nightmare Feeling helpless out of breath I thought this was a mind game Must have a vile brain On my shirt is their bloodstained There is this tremendous pain I'm sorry this wasn't my plan I cant even stand To say the least Its my turn to be deceased I don't wanna sit around and mope Its about time i cut my throat Raise the knife and i hope To be with them i quote Its in the letter i wrote