If I Don't

I was walking down a dirt road Following the full moon Nobody was calling my name I woke up my body aching My mind was a hurting mess All the bottles had been emptied again If I don't soon get a grip If I can't get a hold of my life If I don't soon stop drinking I'll be alone the rest of my life If I don't soon get a grip If I can't get a hold of my life If I don't soon stop drinking I'll be alone the rest of my life Just been downing one after another I created my own smoky room Now I'm stumbling back up those stairs I've found a really good women She's helping me navigate through my bad ways If I mess it up oh I'm to blame If I don't soon get a grip If I can't get a hold of my life If I don't soon stop drinking I'll be alone the rest of my life If I don't soon get a grip If I can't get a hold of my life If I don't soon stop drinking I'll be alone the rest of my life Walking to the store in a rain storm To get some more bottles of shame This record stays on repeat all night and day If I don't soon get a grip If I can't get a hold of my life If I don't soon stop drinking I'll be alone the rest of my life