Sometimes

Sometimes I meditate Other times I self-medicate Feeling like I'm gonna detonate And leave this world behind I'll always vindicate myself You can put the blame somewhere else There's a lot of patience up on my shelf No need to apologize this time Sometimes I meditate Other times self-medicate Feeling like I'm gonna detonate And leave this world behind And I tried to not be late Oh well it was half past eight Understanding is all it takes A little truth When you look me in my face Sometimes I meditate Other times self-medicate Feeling like I'm gonna detonate And leave this world behind Sometimes I meditate Other times self-medicate Feeling like I'm gonna detonate And leave this world behind