Ominous Cloud

You remind me of the rain In your room where we would stay Felt like I had found my home Though now I'm trapped inside alone How do I know you're for real? There's not much that's left of me All those years I did not feel Around you it's hard to breathe And I would run to you forever As long as I knew you were there An old wound changing shape An old curse I hope to break Gather up what's left behind Drawing out the memories Pretending you were only mine Wishes washed out to sea