Since

I knew it won't happen but I waited till midnight Gave back the sweater my suitcase out front I was prepared to stay had you come that night Would've sold my ticket for a charlatan But I guess you were out partying I must say for a sober man with a first love lost You couldn't have looked happier That's cuz I wasn't your first one No not a love not a love at all I'm not even a memory now My lipstick stains the wine glass rim Instead of his neck his lips instead of him My lipstick stains the crystal glass Because of his crystal eyes Please manipulate and cry to somebody else You were special to me but I just lack common sense I'm breathing for a last time kiss Like you're in front of me I need you in front of me His sober mind but absent eyes They say love kills but mine kept me alive Swallowed some pills but couldn't swallow his pride First love never dies I still smell the mint on your rosebud lips And the piano stands hollow since the day that we kissed Lost count of the amount of times the seasons changed And you stayed in the summer Your shadow still sits on that bench Wrong timing seconds apart The silence of music none of it matters to you Wrong timing seconds apart The stars knew to keep their distance from you Wrong timing seconds apart The violins are useless none of it matters to you Wrong timing seconds apart The stars knew to keep their distance from you Please manipulate and cry to somebody new I know the gold's been thrown soon as you got to your room Counting cars but not the ones that might be his Not even a memory So much as a memory Ever since