Wish U Weren't Here

Wish you weren't here It looks prettier in postcards and souvenirs Wish you weren't here Everybody's running so hard like the past gon' re-appear, yeah Fall in love with boys who don't love me back Find myself in choices that leave me sad And in my head I'm so close so close now Finally signed a deal for my music, yeah And little do I know it's about to crash But it's all on a roll now, roll now, yeah roll now It's been two years I can't count The places on both hands where I've been living in Mom, it's giving in It's been two years I can't count the men I've loved and loved While I wished I was loving him Oh yeah It's been two years I can't count the songs I've wrote and sung And nobody's listening So I wish you weren't here When I go home everybody's like "Oh tell me what it's like there" Well I say too many prayers I talk to god all alone and my friends seem to disappear Fall in love with girls who don't love me back Maybe its a curse I don’t understand Or maybe I’m a lost cause, lost cause, lost cause yeah Stare up at the sky, watch an airplane pass Wondering if I should re-think this path ‘Cause all I see are flaws now, just flaws now It's been two years I can't count the fears I've faced on both hands When I coulda been giving in It's been two years I can't count the men I've loved and loved While I wished I was loving him Oh yeah It's been two years I can't count the songs I've wrote and sung And nobody's listening So I, I wish I weren't here I try to love it, try to push through, but it's all in tears Yeah I wish I weren't here