The Deep

You won't find it in the cards That I told you not to keep It's not underneath my doormat But you visited each week And it's not buried in the ocean Or under sand in desert heat It's not That You won't find it from my old friends Or the whispers that you hear It's not hidden in the pockets Of your clothes I used to wear And you already have the answer For why we never speak So there's no unspoken reason Why and where You lost me You lost You lost You lost Me You lost You lost You lost Searching for a different story To play the victim and feel seen You unturned every stone And yet you choose to make believe You don't listen to the people Who tell you to let me be Delusional There's no one else to blame You lost You lost You lost You lost Me You lost You lost You lost No I don't wanna talk Gave me a mental block Your fault that you fucked up No it's not that Deep Set in your own lies Appreciate you tried I saw you wanna hide So Goodbye You lost You lost You lost Me You lost You lost You lost It's not that deep