What I Did

There once was a fine line Where I'd give my sanity And precious time Away to you for free I could feel sour as limes But I would smile Sweetly for you Oh, I let you drive Gave the keys to my vehicle I could melt for you Like a fuckin popsicle And if someone objected I'd say I reinvented Myself for myself When I did it for you, love Now wherever we are There's suitcases everywhere This place is dark It's cold and the little hairs Stand up on my arms I realize that I lost myself Not sure which way Will lead me Back to my car Where I can control how Fast and how far I want to go and now While I spiral I learn I'll be here for a while It's cause I sculpted your vision Yes, I changed my character I'm resurrected But feel Like a murderer Said I'm unaffected Said I reinvented Myself for myself When I did it for you Love And it was insane I made too much space Let you live in my brain Let you make revisions I remained unwritten I'd blame I was bitten but My first love was true love Don't think that I didn't hurt When we parted I know I'm sure I made it worse You knew you lost me Once I found My own self-worth Cause back then I did it all Oh I did it for I let you drive Gave the keys to my vehicle I melted for you Like a fuckin popsicle And if someone objected I'd say I reinvented Myself for myself When I did it for you And now what do I do With all that and no love All that And no one to love