I Feel Alive

In between the paper and its art, the space between ideas and the air the face I need that isn't there inside my heart It beats throughout the night, and in the early morning I feel surely somewhere something isn't right This winter, it is gonna snow candy pills Splintered fences, stained-in stanzas, built by poets who can't stand to build They feel the things they see, but if their eyes remain behind their lids are they in real reality Oh, I feel alive, I feel alive, leveled and fine Every candid glance reminds me I'm real, for I feel so alive Maybe I love you Fear comes from the noises I recall Well, I guess hearing voices in my head is better than hearing no voices here at all I'm lonely by myself I hope sometime I'm lonely all alone, but only with somebody else Now, you better hold that message to the light and laugh at cold confessions someone wrote half-done, half-hearted, ones they started on last night It's written silently My spindle spun a song just three words long I love this simple melody Oh, I feel alive, I feel alive Now I realize I was such a coward, but however, this time I feel alive Maybe I love you I don't wanna talk about it, I don't really care All I know is what I won't explain I lost a little part of me A piece of my psychology was sewed into a picture frame I can't even think, and I'm not even gonna try Why deny when I'm the one to blame Listen to the silence wither into violence Ease my mind, say my name Your voice is like a choir That joyful noise inspires me to dream about a choice I need to make Quietly suspended in the air The universe is endless and it's infinite I'm in it, but I couldn't tell you where If I'm to be in hell, and if I have to be here but you're with me dear, then I sincerely might as well Even when my light fades and dies, I'll feel alive Just by thinking of you, I just love you so stay And maybe one day, you'll feel alive too