I'm not O.K.

(APV) All this weight that I'm carrying And the hurt that I feel within It's like I'm drowning in my skin Its messing with my very being All this weight that I'm carrying And the hurt that I feel within It's like I'm drowning in my skin Its messing with my very being So let it be known It's not just me in the zone I'm lost in a hole of grief Trying to sort all of this cos I need to break free So let it be known It's not just me in the zone I'm lost in a hole of grief Trying to sort all of this cos I need to break free And that's the reality when you look closely You'll see it's all a pose And I'm not ok I'm not ok And that's the reality when you look closely You'll see it's all a pose And I'm not ok I'm not ok People thinking I'm dopе like that Seeking means to flex on my grind Stеady climbing, I ain't reclining My bills been piling I lost my vibe Skipping class just to write my raps They used to mock used to laugh at that I don't care steady on my grind I don't care I'm steady on my grind Let me paint a picture now you know the feeling of how You ain't got nothing to chow, but them folks still bow When they see you on the gram, looking like a cash cow They steady commenting wow, and they wanna say vows But you know you're broke and stuck, your whole ass stuck in debt And when throats are cut, they're going for your head And a whole adult is pissed off, coz it seems he rode hard luck his whole life No money (No money) no wife (No wife) No juice (No juice) no life (No life) I'm stressed (I'm stressed) I'm tensed (I'm tensed) But they say (They say) that I'm blessed (I'm blessed) God, is this the life that you chose for me I need you now, don't ghost on me Sick of pain sick of shame I'm not O.K I need the Lord to rain down on me Life is a house better grab your key Life is a race better run with a team Coz life can be gravity pulling you down Sucking the life outta as you drown If life is a joke, then I must be a clown If life is a show, then I gotta take a bow Got the fans screaming loud but I hurt bad inside I'm out And that's the reality when you look closely You'll see it's all a pose And I'm not ok I'm not ok And that's the reality when you look closely You'll see it's all a pose And I'm not ok I'm not ok And that's the reality when you look closely You'll see it's all a pose And I'm not ok I'm not ok