Father (Honest With Myself)

Where do I begin? there's so much I realize was wrong I could go so far back To a time where I wasn't cared for or loved I thought that's how life was Then you showed up and taught me what is means to live I was finally understood Dancing lights over busy nights. They all stood still I could see you through it all The warm air and the sun fills my mind Love lost in a memory over time Someday I felt it but I don't remember when Can I be honest with myself once again It's that I couldn't see through any of my wrongs My passions for myself But that's why I couldn't see how good you really are would you help me understand I took pride in everything that I could do Until all that was left was You that fire that I started don't look like it did back then Can I be honest with myself once again I think it's time that I look ahead I'll place my hope in your promises instead Living in the mantra of "the way it's always been" Can I be honest with myself once again