Wasted

alone at ten trying to sleep with the lights on again i'm losing hope no place that i know so far to go until i feel at home i'm wasting my time trying to find a reason to rhyme a reason why strange things are happening in my mind (is crawling) facing the mess that i leave behind (is falling) i don't know if i can i keep my head in the sand i can't stand the way i destroy everything in me break my thoughts on the shore (wade out into it) grind my teeth wanting more (wade out into it) time has dragged me for miles (wade out into it) drown in sleep for a while (wade out into it)