I Wish You Could See Me Now

You take me to the river You throw me in to drown Then haul me back to the shore I´ve taken some beatings I´ve got pushed away Then came right back to beg for more It´s getting harder everyday To wash the pain away It´s getting harder everyday But I´ll stay I wish you would I wish you could see me now I wish you could I wish you could see just how I wish you would I wish you could see me now How I live, how I laugh and how I thrive You took me to the river To see if I could swim Could swim with bound hands and feet I look into the mirror To see what´s left of me And a ghost stares right back at me It´s getting harder everyday To wash the pain away It´s getting harder everyday But I´ll stay It´s getting harder everyday To wash all the shame away It´s getting harder everyday But I´ll stay I wish you would I wish you could see me now I wish you could I wish you could see just how I wish you would I wish you could see me now How I live, how I laugh and how I thrive I wish you would I wish you could see me now I wish you could I wish you could see just how I wish you would I wish you could see me now How I live, how I laugh and how I thrive How I live, how I laugh and how I thrive How I live, how I laugh I feel so alive How I live, how I laugh and how I thrive How I live, how I laugh I wish you could see me now I wish you could see just how I wish you could see me now