Don't Stay Friends

You said you'd earn my trust Then you got more distant Said that we'll adjust And work on our friendship Well, it's been a couple weeks You've barely talked to me Why would you make promises You know you can't keep? I've been doing my work Following every prompt Facing my shadow Seeing what I've done wrong Tryna break patterns That are unhealthy Tryna break habits Caused by anxiety I never said anything Bad about you Like your ex did I never trashed you Why do you care About people who hurt you? But you don't care About people who saved you? It's not that hard to face your demons I gave you so many explanations I'm tryin' to think why I'm still here When all you've done is disappear Maybe one day You will learn that It's good to take Care of who earned it I hope that you grow Stop being "okay" And I wish you the best I never wish you bad