My New Friends

'Can I Call You Tonight?' Was playing last night While I sat in the back Of my new friend's car It doesn't help that She's an Aquarius like you are She even works where you used to And mentions names I've heard from you The whole time was a reminder I wish that you were her Or I wasn't me I really tried my best To have some fun With my new friends But it doesn't help that You were the first person I truly remember loving I didn't wanna break down In front of my new friends When they asked me if I'm with anyone I just laugh and say "no" Love is just pain and I don't ever want it ever again When actually I dream of you every night And I wanna reach out But I'm lying When I think that you would care Cuz you never proved that you do I'd rather be alone Than go through that again I really tried my best To have some fun With my new friends But it doesn't help that You were the first person I truly remember loving I really tried my best To branch out And meet new friends But it doesn't help that You were the only one I ever wanted 'Can I Call You Tonight?' Will never play again I deleted the playlist Cuz I wanna move on I wanna forget And I can't if I keep it