Retrograde

Don't feel comfortable to ask for what I need You know how it feels Why would you want that for me? Why did I drive these hours? Just to get nothing in return Feeling like I don't want what you need Rejection just comes easily Don't make jokes about this Not in the mood, it's serious Maybe I'll just go to sleep Rely on my dreams to help me Process through my feelings Cuz it takes too much energy To think my emotions And overthink again I'm really upset but you understand What I'm going through Why don't you comfort? I'll do what I wanna do Sorry if I'm not there Write this in your notebook Am I just a number? Crying to these songs While I drive along So glad someone is there Knowing that sweet Venus Is doing some good work But it hurts, I'll be glad when it's over But I'm thankful for her teachings Love when you ask if we can call Being pursued like that, I fall More in love with you The mundane tasks are never boring with you