Grieving the Future

I've been grieving the future I've been crying over things I never had I've been mourning my day dreams I've been losing all the things I want so bad I've been closing myself in I've been holding onto all that isn't there I've been falling in fake love I've been making it real so now I care So I'm Crying crying over nothing Crying crying over things in my head Trying trying to hold onto All the plans I wanna keep Visions of you and me I've been looking with eyes closed I've been running from a present state of mind I've been hiding in plain sight 'Cause I've been fooling everybody with a smile But I've been breaking my own heart I've been dying with the hope I used to have And I've been falling apart The only thing that held me up was never there So I'm Crying crying over nothing Crying crying over things in my head Trying trying to hold onto All the plans I wanna keep Visions of you and me Crying over nothing Crying over things in my head Trying to hold onto All the plans I wanna keep Visions of you and me You can grieve the past You can grieve a lover Who didn't last But you can't grieve the future You can grieve the past (Cuz it feels so good to think of the way I want it) You can grieve a lover (It feels so good to get everything I wanted) Who didn't last (It feels too good to stop making up my sorrow) But you can't grieve the future (It feels too good to stop living in tomorrow) Crying over nothing Crying over things in my head Trying to let go of All the plans I wanna keep Visions of you and me Crying crying over nothing Crying crying over something I dreamt Now now I'm letting go of All the plans I tried to keep It never was you and me You can grieve the past You can grieve a lover Who didn't last But you can't grieve the future