Attrition

Measuring my patience Witnessing you collapsing Pounds of guilt weigh on me What was someday, leagues away - tangible now Last sight of all I know Before my eyes close I can't wait for this Learn what death defines How I spent my days Waste of my life Prove to me this was real And to you, I will raise up my broken hands to the sky So you can snap even more Ruin me Please make it worse, make it hurt Just want to feel again All you've done Tortured my whole world every day Cry for help But you spit in my open hands I can't wait for this Learn what death defines How I spent my days Waste of my life