Solace in Solitude

Waiting by myself with no one by my side While all my enemies fall victim to the tide Of loneliness and lies Happily entertained by pictures in my mind Soar off now sorrow, sleeping serpents left behind, I'm done with lying with these swine Cause I found, solace in my solitude And I don't need anyone now I found termites in your whispering eye And I don't need anyone now I found, an emptiness of empathy And I don't need any more lies I found sleeping with you arbitrary and dull Lacking heart or soul I don't need anyone I wasted all my love on someone who can't feel, Just an empty effigy, slippery like an eel Screeching like a gull, hungry like a whale A sacrificial Lamb waiting for the kill Just a wolf in sheep's clothes you can drill Hungry for the chase, starving with the catch I found solace in my solitude And I don't need anyone now I found, a vampire hid by innocence And I don't need anyone now I found, self harm is more gratifying Than loving you anyhow I found sleeping with you arbitrary and dull Lacking heart or soul I don't need anyone I had paved a path Of bitterness and wrath Shackled by my woe Heartless seeds were sown And emptiness was bliss And chaos was my kiss And hatred was my cause And lawlessness my only law And heaven tastes like piss And Satan was my only mistress I wrapped my wounds in gauze And painted pictures of my flaws But you fell in my life And everything felt right But then you walked away Like every girl who's walked this way And I found, solace in my solitude now Don't need no woman to hold me down And I found solace in my solitude Don't need no bitch to scratch my itch In this town