Appetency

In a constant state of needing reasurance I can't find my footing in this place Where do I go from here? How do I change my course? These downcast thougts, they mask my hope For brighter days And I'm going in blind And I can't seem to find my way out No it's not enough, no it's not enough Every waking moment, I push back farther And every step I take I'm one step further No it's not enough, no it's not enough And I'll keep holding on for brighter days, it's all I've got Complacent, I find myself reverting To my old ways. I can't shake this, this feeling of disgust The stagnant and bitter taste. When will this ever be enough? And will I find my place? So cold, so empty, my body is giving up Does it really have to end this way? And I'm going in blind And I can't seem to find my way out No it's not enough, no it's not enough Every waking moment, I push back farther And every step I take I'm one step further No it's not enough, no it's not enough