I'm Having Trouble Holding On

Put my money on a pipe dream Hit the road and paid my dues Now the pillow's cold beside me And there ain't much left to lose I thought it would be easier I thought I could settle down I thought I'd find a lover Maybe have a couple kids by now I take the stage, I face the song I find the strength to carry on My bones are weary, this road is long I'm letting go but having trouble holding on Can I hold up in the fire Can I breathe into the burn Hold the reigns a little lighter And let the pages turn Held by the river Safe in my song Led by the angels I'll find the dawn I take the stage, I face the song I find the strength to carry on My bones are weary, this road is long I'm letting go but having trouble holding on I take the stage, I face the song I find the strength to carry on My bones are weary, this road is long I'm letting go but having trouble holding on I take the stage, I face the song I find the strength to carry on My bones are weary, this road is long Oh, I'm letting go but having trouble holding on I'm taking my blows, but I am right where I belong Never alone, may we all keep holding on