Solas

Calmed down But I'm stressin' 'cause this blessin is a curse Fill my cup up to the top with the worst Calmed down But I'm stressin cause this blessin is a curse Fill my cup up to the top with the worst I was lost Now I'm trapped Never really found my way back Caught the past What a vibe Sticky to be livin' in Memory softly pierce through the balance of the pendulum Breathing shallow 'cause it's all I know Initial seconds of my panic come thoughts I wish I didn't Quick to fret Silent drips on my chin One blink Turn face Like it never began Only a matter of time before you trip or it slips in Face down in the mud see real shit again Whispering softly as you distance Face down in a coffin Did you trip or just slip in Feels good to be free don't it Feels good to have what you really need don't it Still the pages start flippin' Stories of what you missin' Fumblin through the fridge No food in the kitchen Actively thinkin' and dismissin Can't handle the truth whether receivin' or givin This air makes me nauseous These thin walls make my habit forming cautious Formulating options All roads lead to Rome Cutting ties and my losses Sometimes I am the problem Sometimes I am the problem High tide I try But I ain't no J- double G-Y I can't fly high The pressure I feel I try to decide I know what is real But I'm lost in my mind Calmed down But I'm stressin' 'cause this blessin is a curse Fill my cup up to the top with the worst Calmed down But I'm stressin 'cause this blessin is a curse Fill my cup up to the top with the worst Calmed down But I'm stressin' 'cause this blessin is a curse Fill my cup up to the top with the worst Calmed down and I'm stressin 'cause this blessin is a curse Fill my cup up to the top with the worst Calmed down But I'm stressin 'cause this blessin is a curse Fill my cup up to the top with the worst Calmed down and I'm stressin' 'cause this blessin is a curse Fill my cup up to the top with the worst It's hard to be patient This land's filled with suffocation See no difference in my demons and the messes I've created Can't escape it Won't say it's fated Hard to explain it Hard to embrace it damn I've been hurtin inside Countin' pace as I erase the bad thoughts in mind Life is tryin' my best I've been hurtin inside Countin' pace as I erase the bad thoughts in mind Life is tryin' my best I've been hurtin inside Countin' pace as I erase the bad thoughts in mind Life is tryin' my best I've been hurtin inside Countin' pace as I erase the bad thoughts in mind Thoughts in mind Thoughts in mind