Unsure

This is the time when our cover is blown I know that I know that I'll never be known I hid my face behind windows and doors I know I can't touch it I can't even get close But I try, to let you inside And I try, to let you know But I know that I've lied And I'm not, the cavalry now I'm not able to grow I'm afraid that I won't And I'm coming in cold All fingers and bones I'm not cutting this down I'm just playing this over and playing this out Can we keep this alive Can we hold it together Can we watch where this lands Can we see where it ends I'm a little afraid, I'm a little alone I'm a little unsure That I'm holding my own, that I'm holding my own I've been exposed as an imposter and liar Thieving's not my style, but if I try I could be what you thought I was These versions are not me, but I've lost it I know And it cost me my time We're not reading lines; we're just talking in circles Your face gets all red, and my grip gets white-knuckled again Can we keep this alive Can we hold it together Can we watch where this lands Can we see where it ends I'm a little afraid, I'm a little alone I'm a little unsure That I'm holding my own, that I'm holding my own It's over my head, but it's under my skin I was locked out, but now I'm locked in I'll close my eyes and I'll picture their faces I lost my way in the strangest of places Take me to where there are hills to climb over Where water is deep, and the tree line is closer And don't forget to breath, and don't forget to dream, oh don't forget to dream