Self-Sabotage

Introspection is a fading glance with the full might - all heart and spirit Feeling the poison travel through the vessels to your flailing limbs This is letting go This is shutting down With the ragged, weakness - a tired soul Feel the temptation spread to the brain Dopamine spikes with the expectation This is giving in The pulse quickens Tiny hairs arise in excitement It's ringing throughout my head I can't escape this force I'm drawn toward destruction Heart beats stronger for it Self-sabotage Can't turn the page, can't block out the raging voice Self-sabotage A cacophony of yearning It's too palpable and it's so incriminating This is letting go This is shutting down