Paranoia In Paradise (feat. Colby Helms, Dylan Truenow & ZTrak)

Mmm-mmm It ain't always easy tryna live this life Paranoia in paradise So if you're really tryna touch the sky Gotta step outside Put your hands up high Speeding down 50 tryna catch this flight Out to L.A. can I make it on time So if you're really tryna touch the sky Put the pedal to the metal and your hands up high Taking these risks over taking revenge Proving 'em wrong, uh, again and again Trusting the fall catch my second wind Every time that I drop I be soaring again Untied all the knots wrapped up in my head Bound to trip up so mistakes I accept Was way too uptight holding things that they said I had to let go like a kite string instead Trauma and memories since a little kid Downplaying severity almost made my head split Negative thoughts almost broke my spirit I thought that nobody would want to hear this But these are the words coming through the clearest Now when I walk in a room, I'm fearless Now when they talk down to me, don't hear it Thought that nobody would want to hear this It ain't always easy tryna live this life Paranoia in paradise So if you're really tryna touch the sky Gotta step outside Put your hands up high Speeding down 50 tryna catch this flight Out to L.A. can I make it on time So if you're really tryna touch the sky Put the pedal to the metal and your hands up high In a mood I don't really feel like Getting up tryna get to feel right Headed down the hall is it still night Coming through I see the sun I don't like the mirror showing me my face Expression extends the message that you gon' know I'm beat Go back to never caring about almost anything Why the respect always have to come with all the responsibility I wish I could make more time in a day The windows hate me, bright display The blinds don't do the role they play And I resent their intention to get me awake The blinds talking back giving sermons Hallucinating, it be undetermined Mama bring me water it's concerning Paranoia a lesson that I be learning I'm staying on guard and the smile's a facade The lessons are hard when they're lessons from God Praying for wisdom and strength in my heart Overcoming the issues and making my mark Paradise when I'm with you, but I'm still fighting these issues Stupid questions popping into my head that say What if you're here now and gone later Is it really true love if you don't put me on your wallpaper Paranoia haunts me wants me losing sleep Paranoia can't let go of it's hold on me Paranoia holds me close won't let me breathe Paranoia let me go and set me free It ain't always easy tryna live this life Paranoia in paradise So if you're really tryna touch the sky Gotta step outside Put your hands up high Speeding down 50 tryna catch this flight Out to L.A. can I make it on time So if you're really tryna touch the sky Put the pedal to the metal and your hands up high