Healing Me

I got the ripple effect on the shawties but I don't go on date nights She want wood, the tongue taste good, she calling me up on the late nights But I'm asleep 'til daylight nobody notice me, I ghost If the party lit then slide the address If I don't pull up then give me a toast Right now I don't f*ck with fucking about, If she ain't real then I'm walking out I don't wanna talk bout what you're talking about, I don't wanna chill if you're bringing me south I got respect when they talk to me, I guess they got two faces Talk with your chest, best know If you ain't right, you're gonna get left in places Places, I don't wanna be in right now, Swinging about, I'm zoning out Looking for money, f*ck the clout, It's up in her tummy or her mouth I'm make statements, looking for payments, Chilling alone, What they talking about? They know I'ma make it rain so much they live in a permanent drought Aye, what you know about Iris that's my goddess, you know She look magic you know, She healing me when I get back home She BAD, you know, Like PSP, I take her home I'm on my new shit baby, I'm just chasing my dough Aye, what you know about Iris that's my goddess, you know She look magic you know, She healing me when I get back home She BAD, you know, Like PSP, I take her home I'm on my new shit baby, I'm just chasing my dough I'm stuck in a rut, I'm focusing on other stuff Ain't learning enough for my GCSEs, Best hope that my music coming in clutch One time that I get this, Constantly telling myself don't f*ck this up Hearing these voices in my head but I remember they said don't ever give up Remember they said that the kid would make it, He could go wherever he takes it And his friends thought that he faked it, All of his talent was real and blatant Every time he lit up the stage he took the crowd onto his spaceship It was clear that he had the gold dust he just needed to master the basics And the kid was never aimless, But the school did f*ck with his system He tried to fit in but always stuck out it took his wisdom Exams took him on a rat race Put in a bad place, losing desire He just wanted to retire, A bit like Harry Maguire But he still had the fire inside, Picked up from hate, he was willing to grind He lost his mind but came out strong with his fam and friends right by his side And for the first time in a while this kid was giving 100%, he thrived Ready to win due time, He was alive And now he can finally pull he's happy and not always staying inside And he's found a girl he likes who takes him home when it's cold outside He's found himself and he shares it, Loves his town, he reps with pride He sits at home with his girl on a rainy night and looks in her eyes and thinks I don't care about money and bags If I don't have joy and love And I never forget to pray to God That I can attain this stuff And I ain't materialistic I love my clothes but there's more to life You can't buy this stuff Money don't make you feel alive Aye, what you know about Iris that's my goddess, you know She look magic you know, She healing me when I get back home She BAD, you know, Like PSP, I take her home I'm on my new shit baby, I'm just chasing my dough Aye, what you know about Iris that's my goddess, you know She look magic you know, She healing me when I get back home She BAD, you know, Like PSP, I take her home I'm on my new shit baby, I'm just chasing my dough I'm just chasing my dough I'm just chasing the os And that don't mean I don't wanna see you Ain't gotta do it alone I'm just chasing my dough I'm just chasing the os One day away from a different life see the horizons know Aye, what you know about Iris that's my goddess, you know She look magic you know, She healing me when I get back home She BAD, you know, Like PSP, I take her home I'm on my new shit baby, I'm just chasing my dough I got the ripple effect on the shawties but I don't go on date nights She want wood, the tongue taste good, she calling me up on the late nights