I think of you

I'm sorry, but the person you've called is not available, please leave a message after the tone After you finish your message, just hang up, or to hear more options please press one I lose sleep these days, been forgetting to dream these days I've been losing myself so much I don't even know what's me these days I've been travelling hard, take time when I run out of bars Going places I ain't even known and my ting wanna love but she ain't my ting no more I worry at night, Do her friends still care, last night I said, yo, they all just stared Lately I've been angry, shit gets teared, deep down I'm sad so I have some beer I run off the anger when it gets late, angry that my bro don't get a full plate And my name ain't William Shakespeare but I feel like I suffer from fate My R&J just ended, the game is tough but it shouldn't be a game It's sunny and nice but I'm in the rain, if the world was good I'd see you again Thinking about it, if I had a choice to go on an island with anybody it'd probably be you I know right now you're sick of us but I see the sunset, I see the view and I think of you Like, f*ck anxiety, f*ck overthinking, f*ck all the things that can mess with us F*ck social media, it's draining, taming, shaming, changing us Yo, I want you to know that what I am saying is from my heart You don't deserve it, cause you're more than worth it, and you're more than perfect Not being on good terms is hurting, losing sleep is less concerning I'm putting out raging infernos with ice but I'm still burning Summer time but I can't make bangers, but they say when there's snakes there's ladders Girl it hurts, I was used to the sound of your favourite song, smell of your favourite scent One to the beat of your heart on my bubbling chest The warmth of your flesh, now it's all in my head And it's cold in my chair and I'm doing the things we enjoyed I can't help the empty stare into my future's prayers You see, I-L-Y means I love you, but when L also means lost, the first phrase things a hundred times harder The days can't get any darker than night I wonder if they ever see me and think of asking are you alright I wonder if I'm obsessed with the feeling more than you yourself I know it sounds crazy but I can't picture you with someone else I was always overthinking that's why it felt forced, and I tell you I was always trying to neglect these thoughts I've sighed more than the amount of words I've spoken today I stand looking out my window hoping I'll have hope next day, I still don't next day When people mention me and you I'ma go silent cause I won't know what to say I'm quiet in my noisy eyes but they think nothing's changed, I'm not the same I lose sleep these days, been forgetting to dream these days I've been losing myself so much I don't even know what's me these days I've been travelling hard, take time when I run out of bars Going places I ain't even known and my ting wanna love but she ain't my ting no more I worry at night, Do her friends still care, last night I said, yo, they all just stared Lately I've been angry, shit gets teared, deep down I'm sad so I have some beer I run off the anger when it gets late, angry that my bro don't get a full plate And my name ain't William Shakespeare but I feel like I suffer from fate My R&J just ended, the game is tough but it shouldn't be a game It's sunny and nice but I'm in the rain, if the world was good I'd see you again Thinking about it, if I had a choice to go on an island with anybody it'd probably be you I know right now you're sick of us but I see the sunset, I see the view and I think of you I think of you I think of you