chasing a nightmare

Could you breath Without me? Why'd it take so long to see? That everything I couldn't dream Was standing 10 feet away from me You know I hate with this pen Waiting for the world to end All the money I can't spend eats me alive I can't pretend I paid so much to stay alive Tell me, how did you survive? I hate this world I can't decide If I want life or want to die Suicide, Stay Alive Driving inside of my mind This damn car ride, but I'm still blind To everything I'll never find Stay Awake, Go to Sleep Waiting for my high to peak I'm holding on to you and me I wish one day I'll find my peace Suicide, Stay Alive Tell me, how did you survive? I'm holding on but I can't fly One more time and then I might I'll lose my mind I lost my mind I lost my head, please help me find A piece of me lost in the night I wish one day I'll say I tried I'm chasing a nightmare I'm battling my fears I'm taking back my tears before I cry You want my perception; it's not alright Too many fucking thoughts; can I say goodbye? Can I die? In bed I lie? This people around me don't take the time To find out my mental or state of mind Cut my head in pieces and say "I(You) lied" Suicide, Stay alive Tell me, how did you survive? I couldn't imagine how hard you tried You're so fucking perfect; you're mine sublime Could you breath? Without me? Could you breath? Could you breath? Could you breath Without me? Why'd it take so long to see? That everything I couldn't dream Was standing 10 feet away from me You know I hate with this pen Waiting for the world to end All the money I can't spend eats me alive I can't pretend I'm chasing a nightmare Could you breath? Stay Alive