cloudy feelin'

I get so high I get so high I get so high Pink purple skies when I look out the window Gone so long I hope you still remember me Cold cold snow I've been high since December Like the cloudy feelin' so I don't know whether I should go I don't know I been lost the whole time that I been taking this road And I feel as though You should reap what you sow But I'm sitting here thinking I ain't ever done dirt So why I don't feel control That's the question I'm pondering Constantly in my noggin My head been nodding to the beat of my conscience I'm so conscious of my senseless thoughts The monster I've created got me jaded Made mistakes but I'm changing, man And I don't know if I should give a damn, should I But over thinking's why I don't get no shuteye, know why Cause I can't get myself to not believe my own lies So now you know why I'm so high Cause I can't get myself to not believe my Own lies I get so high I get so high I get so high Pink purple skies when I look out the window Gone so long I hope you still remember me Cold cold snow I've been high since December Like the cloudy feelin' so I don't know whether I should go Really though I been feeling so slow I been talking in circles life is a carousel And I'm an animal In this menagerie Don't know what's happening Think I relapsed again I'm gonna cave Been in a cave I think it's damaging My own mental sanity rapidly And I don't know if I'm managing My own health if I'm not here for my family Now my selfish ways gotta mamma thinking "Don't abandon me" God damn Pink purple skies when I look out the window Gone so long I hope you still remember me Cold cold snow I've been high since December Like the cloudy feelin' so I don't know whether I should go I get so high I get so high I get so high Pink purple skies when I look out the window Gone so long I hope you still remember me Cold cold snow I've been high since December Like the cloudy feelin' so I don't know whether I should go