I Don't Need Help

Yea, I struggle sometimes I stay up all night I've been stuck up in my head, in my mind If I wake up dead I will be fine but I don't know what is on the other side, other side I am just another guy tryna find out why sometimes I'm feelin like I wanna die young, I wanna cry out But I don't need help Can't fall asleep Till 3, at the least Got a handful of sheep 1, 2, 3, No Z's Packin the green 3 cones, fillin each 10 grams full of weed I'm tryna smoke these Passin the weed I'm stoned like I seen Medusa's eye but I survived So you cannot a-a-approach me Touch me, no do not get close to me I'm scared to get my groceries Because of this quarantine I'm feelin oh uh alone Don't know who I'm posed to be Does anyone notice me? I'm ghostily I'm so deceased I don't know what is on the other side, other side I am just another guy tryna find out why sometimes I'm feelin like I wanna die young, I wanna cry out But I don't need help I can do this by myself I don't need nobody else If I die, I die, oh well You don't gotta cry, don't dwell It just means I had to go This our final farewell Don't you worry no mo We got stories that you'll tell Don't be sad I'll be better off in hell So just hammer the last nail And put my coffin in the ground I'm okay Put the tombstone on my grave Get Beautiful Mind engraved And elgiemusic that's my name felt the beauty, felt the pain I'm a paper plane in a hurricane But through this pain I stayed the same To all of the people that ever threw dirt on my name I want you to know that you all are to blame For all of the times that I've ever been feelin this way, feelin this way Yea, I struggle sometimes I stay up all night I've been stuck up in my head, in my mind If I wake up dead I will be fine but I don't know what is on the other side, other side I am just another guy tryna find out why sometimes I'm feelin like I wanna die young, I wanna cry out But I don't need help