all i ever wanted

i used to wake up always hating myself i used to wish that i was dead i used to wish i had a different shaped head i had a list of things that made me upset i used to think that life just wasn't worth it i used to not see the point and every now and then, i still have those days i just hope someday i won't disappoint you can find yourself in all the places you never thought to look cause all i ever wanted was to be somebody else instead of just myself and that is not how it's supposed to be and all i ever wanted was to look like someone else i didn't love myself but i'm exactly who i'm supposed to be and we all are! some days i just wanna fade away i don't wanna feel the pain anymore i don't wanna get up, i don't wanna go to work i just wanna leave it all at the door cause what's the point of all this living, if i'm living like this? you will find your purpose, i promise it's pretty hard to miss