i'd like to come too

if i said you were the best love that i ever had would it make you holdfast? or would you take your foot off the gas? and what if i stay alone? can't see a life without you i don't think that is enough yeah, if you die, i'm coming too if all the doctors say you're gonna die today i think that i'd like to come too if they give you medicine, i will need some of it cause if you're in pain i am too i'll slit my wrists and then you'll throw a hissy fit but at least i'm coming with you yeah, at least i'm coming with you God knows i'm coming with you but what if i end up in hell? and i can see you up above maybe it's too late to pray and you don't even know who i am so why did God want me to stay? did he just want me in pain? i should just take up my cross and ask him about it some day (or maybe i should release you)