Visuals @ 4 AM

Pop a tab, we're seeing colors Read my mind then she blew it Telling lies like we need each other Blindsided, I was clueless In hindsight, I knew it But didn't want to believe it I was tripping around Fall She would switch up with the seasons It's chilly now, windy out Picture me down bad, fucked up with my hoodie down It's different now I'm vulnerable Face screwed up I'm unapproachable It makes things strange for us I want to get close to you Of course, you do too but I feel too far removed Unworthy of your love so I keep some space, the sun, and moon How my thoughts revolve Around this pain, I can't heal with alcohol Tylenol Hard pill to swallow, I'll be alone tomorrow Try to call Catch dial tone, you won't hit my phone tomorrow Wrong one, picked the wrong one Now it's around two and she can't give two fucks Love was the wrong move, this damage is proof of it Watch who I attach to Only way to overcome it Stuck in a bad mood Now I can't show my face in public I'm ashamed. All I could ask for is forgiveness but forgiveness doesn't mean reconciliation. Locked in 4 AM Getting cold again I can see my breath still Here we go again Locked in 4 AM Where are all my friends? On my own, I guess Here we go again You want us to win, I doubt it You say you my friend, I doubt it No wonder my vision cloudy My friend's in the sky You're still on my mind I'm still on my grind Thought she was signed to YSL Bitch did me slime Why you so intense? In my zone again How you in my head still? Hit my phone again Bring your friend Bring your twin We could go again Got some ends Cop some zips We could smoke again While you play pretend Peep it through my lens The time we spend expensive Everybody ends No persona, Fill my roll up, Getting stoned again No persona Hit my phone up I'm alone again I could tell you bout the pain and torment How the hunger in me isn't dormant Spent a lifetime around the poison That's a thousand years of no enjoyment I was somewhere on my own Trying to run away from home Turn a laptop to a stove Cooking up late, now it's four Locked in 4 AM Getting cold again I can see my breath still Here we go again Locked in 4 AM Where are all my friends? On my own, I guess Here we go again You want us to win, I doubt it You say you my friend, I doubt it No wonder my vision cloudy My friend's in the sky You're still on my mind I'm still on my grind Thought she was signed to YSL Bitch did me slime