When I Tell You

I keep my eyes closed, let these tears run down my face I got pain I let it go, I watched my demons run away If I told you that I love you, you should know it's real 'Cause I don't tell no one I love them, love'll get you killed Put so much love into to many, cross out how I feel Swear my heart cold like Minnesota, been trying to shake the chills I'm just being real I stood ten toes through all my Ls, can't stop I need a mill I'd die before I fail, regardless got to keep a steel I been on a long road, why you turn my heart cold Shit I can't breathe, I can't breathe Late nights sipping, trying to numb the pain inside of me I've been tripping off my ass, you done took all my energy I've been sitting in the dark, I need someone to pray with me I got demons trying to stop me, but my brothers'll spray for me Thought I'm balling like LeBron, shit I've been trying to duck the heat Groupie bitches in the telly, I can't get 'em 'way from me Late nights tripping, ADHD, trying to fight the drugs that I take Girl you caught me slipping, I feel for your love by mistake Thought you was the Bonnie to my Clyde, you stole my heart and run away I keep that .30, I can't let no nigga take my life away Sweaty palm, deep wound, but I'm alright And you can't save the fake for being real, that shit a lie I see he flexing on the gram, in real life that nigga dead inside Seen dead bodies, traumatized I lost too many, I can't even cry I keep my eyes closed, let these tears run down my face I got pain I let it go, I watched my demons run away If I told you that I love you, you should know it's real 'Cause I don't tell no one I love them, love'll get you killed Put so much love into to many, cross out how I feel Swear my heart cold like Minnesota, been trying to shake the chills I'm just being real I stood ten toes through all my Ls, can't stop I need a mill I'd die before I fail, regardless got to keep a steel You got to keep a steel They want to take my life away But my heart so cold