Dear God (Interlude)

Can you hear me Dear god please remove these thoughts don't let the enemy cause this loss I'm feeling down and I need you now my heart been hurting loud I been depending on worldly things and it's sad cause I know yo name And this is why I need you more than ever god please i'm really tryna endeavor God please I need you now Dear god I hope you hear me now I know it's been a while But I need you now Dear god my anxiety racing I don't know but I can't stop thinking I feel like everytime I walk i'm sinking and i'm worrying bout whatever i'm thinking I don't think i'm gonna do so good I don't think i'll be understood I feel like everyone's laughing at me it's suffocating and I feel unhappy I know what proverbs say but sometimes I be needing to pray Because these thoughts make me feel insane and I be needing to give you praise These thoughts invading my brain and it be making it hard to pray But that's the enemy's goal he just tryna really lead me astray Dear god these thoughts is different, I'm really starting to not like how i'm looking I find myself not loving myself, questioning why I really need some help I find myself altering my face not embracing what you naturally gave And I know it's a foolish thought but sometimes it really haunts my brain But lately I been feeling myself spreading love and I think that it works I ain't worried bout the worlds perception only focused on your direction Thank you for this face i'm breathless and i'm sorry for thinking reckless Dear god I struggle with these things but they shall not prosper in your name The enemy been polluting my brain but my control I regain I won't give into the dumb games I won't can't let em in my lane In these detrimental times I pray call upon you when I need ya aid They don't understand my faith but I give onto you my holy praise But I give onto you my holy praise I give onto you my holy praise Dear god i'm just calling to thank you I don't really need nothing But for you to know I am thankful and I hope that means something Sometimes I might be ungrateful I apologize it means nothing That's just me being foolish not accepting ya loving I lift my hands up high to you and feel your energy rushing And I hold ya name high and them thoughts I'm crushing