Faith Over Fear

What if I told you You had a choice? Faith or fear Would you believe in your wide-eyed And wildest daydreams? Or would you tell your inner child To get back to reality? I haven't seen you in a long time Always loving you at the wrong time Love you as a friend but it's still hard right In the car play you a song I wrote about our time Do you remember you're the reason that I songwrite? Now I sit alone on Fall nights My heart breaks music's part-time Thinkin' back two Septembers when I was really wrong, right? Sing "I love you" forever but never get the song right I tell myself faith over fear Faith over fear Sometimes the message can get mumbled I'll repeat until it's clear Faith over fear Faith over fear I find happiness here But still as frayed as a deer People I've been letting go Dreams like adios (I give it to God) 'Cuz reality is kicking in And I'm the joke Can you fucking pass the bowl? I tend to lose control 'Cuz these intrusive thoughts Flood in again and bruise the soul Yeah I'm chasing lotta goals And making lotta dough But I'm really wasting living If I'm honest though I cannot get me right I gotta write me these lines My mind always alight My mind aint been alright But I say I'm fine I'm getting richer and sicker It's twisted the mixture Of crazy that's up in my brain I'm switchin' my mission To spitting precision 'Cuz music's what makes me okay But they're sitting restricting The depths of my vision Saying this shit is only a phase Well, money is only some pape's, But you're chasing it anyways Pause Let me add a note I'm lost There aint an antidote Poison but I cannot choke Gotta tell my anecdotes Let you know I love you 'Fore I float on off from overdose This my dream They couldn't pay me stop You on my team? Just stay til i pop I need to cease With the wait and the watch I need to seize what I pray that I got On my way to the top On the way to my bag Chasing my dreams But the weight on my back Aint light as it seems 'Cuz I've been cooking up hundreds of tracks Still I'm too troubled with fear to release And that is so whack That is so weak I think that is the problem with me I'm so wrapped up in "what do they think" I don't ask who I want to be People I've been letting go Dreams like adios (I give it to God) 'Cuz reality is kicking in And I'm the joke Can you fucking pass the bowl? I tend to lose control 'Cuz these intrusive thoughts Flood in again and bruise the soul Faith over fear