Scared of Life

Tell me"It's gon' be alright" Cuz lately I've been scared of life (mmhmm) I can barely go outside Even when the weather's nice It's California There's bombs and tornados A lot I'm afraid of But mostly I'm caught in my head Read fiction to hide from The fact I'm alive when Plenty better people are dead Turn off the phone so I can keep breathing (keep breathing yeah) Eyelids are closed but I can't unseen things (unsee things yeah) Loving is easy, it's hard to need ya So I don't reach out But I need ya I need ya I need ya But I need ya I need ya I need ya They're killing children, one scroll away I scroll again, it's reality TV It's breaking my brain Break break breaking my brain I'm going insane So I'm trying to escape But then I'm to blame Oh yeah I'm to blame It's breaking my breaking my breaking my breaking my brain It's breaking my breaking my breaking my breaking my brain That there's bombs and tornados A lot I'm afraid of But mostly I'm caught in my head Read fiction to hide from The fact I'm alive when Plenty better people are dead Turn off the phone so I can keep breathing (keep breathing yeah) Eyelids are closed but I can't unseen things (unsee things yeah) Loving is easy, it's hard to need ya So I don't reach out But I need ya I need ya I need ya But I need ya I need ya I need ya Cuz lately I've been scared of life