In The Past

Yeah, In the past I said I love then I left you But now I wanna hold you, wish I kept you Cause baby what we had was so special, And all your friends and family were so respectful But see, I don't wanna get regretful Cause it happened for reason My name ain't Roddy but I've been balling ever season At the time my heart was cold I was freezing I gave you all my time And I didn't focus on myself And I think that's where I lost myself Technical didn't wanna toss myself Wall balling hard but I didn't want to cross myself, (nah) And I know that sounds selfish But how I'm supposed to love you when I don't love me, baby How I'm supposed trust you when I don't trust me How am I supposed to help myself when I'm helpless And how I'm going to be selfish when I felt selfless I know you wanted to help me But it's something I had to do You were stressing yourself out but I'm not even that mad at you I really hope that my terms didn't end that bad with you Cause I enjoyed all the memories and time I had with you Yeah, In the past I said I love then I left you But now I wanna hold you, wish I kept you Cause baby what we had was so special, And all your friends and family were so respectful, (yeah) But see, I don't wanna get regretful Cause it happened for reason My name ain't Roddy but I've been balling ever season At the time my heart was cold I was freezing I was trying hold myself together like a cheap string on a yo-yo Everything in my life was going bad but I didn't even show though I know I had to leave but I didn't want to go though But my heart it was cold like I was sitting in snow globe You said I was different from the ex's that you dated I hope that I don't end up as one that you hated Cause the memories we had can not be recreated I had love for for myself at the beginning but it faded Do not rush yourself into a relationship cause it's dangerous Just take your time so it can work Cause if you don't its going to feel like this and it'll hurt And if it already happened I hope it orang again cause that's the worst