Cycle

I'm only just a call away you know I'm all in it Rest and take some time away, won't stop the callin For the fix you seem to need Your hands still supply your greed In and out of trailer homes, won't keep it silent Filling holes from your tuition keep it piling You think that you're living free When you wake, you wish you were asleep Caught in this life, no escape from it now And you wanted to crash, so your life's crashing down Caught in this cycle, you'll come back around Living lie to your family, your promises only seem to drown Losing all your feelings you thought that you still had Well before you re-upped that dose in your book bag School's getting in the way Crack a seal right before you pray And now I can't be intimate, cause the high just went away Blurred lines what you're crossing now They only judge but can't see your fate Lost in this life, but I want you to know I left the keys in the grass, so you're still welcome home You thought money would change you, it made you alone Vivid dreams keep you up at night Experiences that are not my own Caught in this life, no escape from it now And you wanted to crash, so your life's crashing down Caught in this cycle, you come back around Living lie to your family, your promises only seem to drown