Motions

We've been through a lot for a minute But we made it through, feeling like a million Looking at my past, feels so pleasant In my present, now I'm looking at my ceiling thinking How the heck we get here You don't want me to be near You think I'm being insincere Man love can be so unfair like When our feelings surfaced Why did it leave us so perplexed I did't mean to hurt you Just know you left a bruise too Hate minding our business Saying its fine but knowing it isn't I'm feeling toxic Feeling the sickness See how you are but you're keeping your distance All this resistance ain't gon solve nothing But your mind is off in something Always out, always doing something I just hope you ain't doing nothing but Life is a process I know we ain't lost yet but I see the offset I can see where we're headed And I kinda dread it But a part of me wants to I've been having thoughts swirling, been hard on my walk Usually I turn to you but you don't wanna talk I feel like we ain't done yet so I just take the fault Is this love or am I comfortable man I can't tell at all Feels like I'm floating through this ocean Can't escape the current so I'm going through the motions Feels like I'm floating through this ocean Can't escape the current guess I'm going through the motions Feel delirious I said that I loved you, was serious Guess You were jus curious Im feeling used like a horse in the front of a chariot, man I look hilarious Commitment dropped in like a bomb but I guess she was scared of it Now its hitting me, but I refuse to give up and ignore all the history The more I've been speaking, the more you've been switching But now I don't care about you or your visitors Thought I could watch it go by but I wont be a victim of life and the ways it demolished us, no Ain't no lane change, jus the mind frame, lets go back to a team Its behind us, I ain't leaving you girl you're building with me I'm sick of the thought that both of us lost it wont do I'm sticking with you through everything Thats what I'm gon do I don't wanna hurt or make it all worse Girl, you were my first so I'm breaking the curse I know we gon work you're more than a dime I just needed some time cause Life is a process I know we ain't lost yet but I see the offset I can see where we're headed And I kinda dread it But a part of me wants to I've been having thoughts swirling, been hard on my walk Usually I turn to you but you don't wanna talk I feel like we ain't done yet so I just take the fault Is this love or am I comfortable man I can't tell at all Feels like I'm floating through this ocean Can't escape the current so I'm going through the motions Feels like I'm floating through this ocean Can't escape the current guess I'm going through the motions I've been having thoughts swirling, been hard on my walk Usually I turn to you but you don't wanna talk I feel like we ain't done yet so I just take the fault Is this love or am I comfortable man I can't tell at all Feels like I'm floating through this ocean Can't escape the current so I'm going through the motions Feels like I'm floating through this ocean Can't escape the current guess I'm going through the motions