Bad Day

Here's to every bad day Cheers to every tear down my face Waking up in the rain Making love into rage Thinkin' what the f*ck's wrong with me Why can't I ever get this shit straight? Lately I'm alone and ashamed When life tends to break me and hold me restrained Take what's left give my soul to the saints I try not to lose what I noticeably gain When the drugs don't work all I have is the world When then world don't listen all I have is myself When I'm down on the ground all my guts spilling out The past six years I couldn't handle myself We don't have to be exactly the same Matter of fact, I prefer if we're not I know my problems They all sound insane I'm aware that you're scared There's going to be a lot I want to be a simple man I want to be alone I don't need to prove to anyone I needed room to grow Never pleading, begging anyone I'll do this on my own But I'm screaming in my bedroom Why I never feel at home F*ck You said well then, kick rocks I ain't going to wait Wait around forever hoping That you can escape This drug habit, drug addict Junkie with a cape You can't save yourself The who you going to save? They were right, taking flight Is sort of a joke now Always driving drunk and addicted to coke How that shit had me tight But with or without you I'm changing my life yeah I'll be alright Here's to every bad day Cheers to every tear down my face Waking up in the rain Making love into rage Thinkin' what the f*ck's wrong with me Why can't I ever get this shit straight? I don't want to know And let me be honest girl I'm never going to show What you did to me F*ck your sympathy I've always been the villain It's never been more clear to see We thrive in this world full of zombies and ghosts Survived all the blood-suckers choosing a host Cry to the moon, better hide if you don't 'Cause these monsters I vibe with are dual diagnosed I don't fall I crash and I burn Road rash, grass stained, dragged through the dirt I eat shit and I gladly return To spit it at your feet yeah I'm back on the Earth Maxed out on emotional baggage Had about enough of these cold blooded maggots Bad days sink on the good days I'm drowning Head under water I got no more balance Here's to every bad day Cheers to every tear down my face Waking up in the rain Making love into rage Thinkin' what the f*ck's wrong with me Why can't I ever get this shit straight?