Heaven

You know you could've reached out We'd pick you up when you were done Even with the feeling of the world Crowding all around You could speak up Tell us why you're down We all fight this constant battle Don't you fight all by yourself How I know the feeling of belonging Made you feel misunderstood Craving all the chaos While you're making room for good (good shit) Good things to come along I promise man they will The funny thing with moving on is Nothing's staying still The world goes on without you People start to doubt you You almost want to give it up You feel like you're allowed to Work so hard with no results Well that was your mistake If you're expecting any breaks You should start learning to change No one said it's easy Nothing in this life is fair There's beauty in the imperfections Sorry if I stare You taught me how to love myself I taught you how to care I showed you how to show up And you showed me you were there Every single day if I question who am I I close my eyes Tilt my head and aim it towards the sky Tell me all my friends are there Is Heaven where they hide? Tell them that I miss them and I'm pretty sure I'm fine So reach out speak up Say what's on your mind Before the thoughts inside you Decide to take your life Breathe out keep up Don't keep it all inside Don't let disease define you No more people have to die I lost everything along the way I'd build it up to break Then laugh at all my loved ones While I'm lying to their face Smile I was drunk and high Laughing 'cause I got my way Crawling in my skin I'd stay in bed so I could waste away You know that every single morning I'd wake up staring in the mirror Hating who I was 'cause who I am just wasn't super clear I understand that feeling I know it all too well I couldn't help another person 'til I learned to love myself So speak up Your words they change the ending We don't have much time to waste Let's be mindful how we're spending