Not Healthy

Tell me, you need someone worth helping Those feelings you once felt, please No I am not the best I'm such a mess Oh, won't you Help me, you fear I'm not myself see I know my minds not healthy Been stuck inside this hell, please You tell me Every single damn day Since I've been attacking The disaster in my brain, You see me growing happy Find a way to fill the time With the things that make me stronger Slowly give me peace of mind, Even when it seems to wander WOO! Wish I caught it then Before it even started Losing all my friends and my money to the party Wasn't worth it in the end I had nothing left to show Picking pennies for the liquor Crossing lines to get the blow And sometimes it'll get so dark All I do is lay in bed And slowly fall apart It's a life I never chose To be honest, it's degrading I been learning how to cope Since I know I can't escape it Tell me that I don't have to fade out My life is not a game now No matter what, don't break down Don't break down Hold on Help me, you fear I'm not myself see I know my minds not healthy Been stuck inside this hell, please You tell me There's nothing left to say That everything's okay Go pray and meditate 'Cause love don't run away I got a little faith Problems lie behind my face Always racing through my mind So my pride will keep the pace I know I got some problems My only goals to solve 'em I don't want to be a grump Who's relying on the bottle I can work my insecurities to courage Cork the sorrow I would rather struggle sober than be high And die tomorrow Please hear me out There's a lesson in the losses You'll no longer be a peasant If you're messing with the bosses Always strive for better Never settle in the pauses 'Cause you could be drinking Voss But stick with sipping out the faucets Keep your back straight, head up and have a say Speak your truth, pave the way, make your path Save the day It doesn't matter what you've done wrong You're trying to make a change So I'll forgive the selfish person I've been grinding to erase Help me, you fear I'm not myself see I know my minds not healthy Been stuck inside this hell, please You tell me You need someone worth helping Those feelings you once felt, please No I am not the best I'm such a mess Oh, won't you