The Catch Up

I don't know where I am, but I need you to understand I've already made it through hell, but it feels like I'm back again I built up my emotions, but I prevailed with my pen But now that I'm back in this jail cell, can I do it again I don't know, is that not the answer you wanted to hear God I need you to show up and act like you actually care My mind has been clouded, maybe just like the air 'Cuz I've been screaming at night, but it's like nobody's there Nobody is hearing me, but I know they are seeing me I've struggled with faith, so I've looked at differently Should I believe what they're telling me, or should I believe what You said to me I don't even know if I'm meant to be apart of this industry