Flower Store (feat. Smaggy)

When he came home to my flowers that I drew And they look no better than a preschoolers do And when I saw him I was on my phone like glue And he said come off it, you've got something to do Something to do And I ran with him cause something is better than nothing And he took me to a flower store where he took mom years before When my old Pops went to that place He was lost in thought with no chase And when 15 came I'd soon erase All those thoughts in my head they were all, all just dead And I keep Trying to hide All this pain I feel inside But I can't let it go No I can't let it go I thought pain would make me learn Learn I did not cry I did a lot I thought I'd be fine Guess that was a lie I thought pain would make me learn Learn i did not cry i did a lot Just come back Just come back Just come back Home Even if afterlife is a black void I'll still be thinking about you Loneliness is my hell Being with you puts me under a spell I wish I could talk to you myself Gotta put that mask on to help I thought pain would make me learn Learn I did not cry I did a lot I thought I'd be fine Guess that was a lie I thought pain would make me learn Learn I did not cry I did a lot Just come back Just come back Just come back Home Is there a point in my life when I will understand Or will I be weak like the rest of them Hide in my pain and never begin Or will I trust that pain and dive right in