monsters

When its autumn time I feel the breeze pass And the leaves fall in the grass They've got changes in there past In the past When its summer time And the weather was high Those leaves stretched up and touched the sky And I think how could I Are these raindrops or teardrops I can't tell no more Is it further to the bottom washed on the shore And I don't know why I'm here for But its better than with the monsters I was with before This change is all over all the place Wish I could stay at just one pace And I don't know how I can escape But I gotta get out of this goddamn place And when I'm with her all I feel is cold And I don't want to feel that way no more I think its time for me to stretch out and grow It's time for me to feel that warmth Are these raindrops or teardrops I cant tell no more Is it further to the bottom washed on the shore And I don't know why I'm here for But its better than with the monsters I was with before But if I keep playing this game I'll end up at the top I don't want to end up back with the monsters that I got But if I keep climbing The emotions keep rising These monster will escape And I don't wanna end my fate