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Kept asking me what cause I was staring so long I was thinking bout the song we wrote all night How we believed it was true how love would carry us through How we were so wrong now I can't listen along I think that was the last happiest time in my past Without having to smoking the grass just talking and having a laugh Things were so clear how did I end up here Without you and without me found my own self envy You've been wasting my time How many rights till you turn left So you steal some of mine Back goes the light as you lay me to rest And I regress to fright Said I'd give you life if it meant for the best So where was the best I gave you the rest How am I supposed to be gentle with myself You I don't believe in nothing bout mental health I'm clinically insane having that mask on's a shame But I had to put it back on to cover the things that are wrong But you back in that time you'd say they were sublime We'd talk every night never once was there a fight Until that dreaded day I blew it all away That mask flew right back on sealed itself on strong You've been wasting my time How many rights till you turn left So you steal some of mine Back goes the light as you lay me to rest And I regress to fright Said I'd give you life if it meant for the best So where was the best I gave you the rest I don't belong Perfect I want You I can't afford I've done it wrong Sang the sad songs Blame it all upon my own self hatred and the pain