Numb

[Intro] Poppin' these pills, I can't feel my face Three days deep, still in the same damn place Studio lights burnin' through the haze Mama keep callin', but I'm in my space [Verse 1] 4 AM, watching numbers rise Uploaded this pain, now it's digitized Three bars deep, feeling paralyzed But the beat still hits, got me mesmerized Working class hero with a Xanny habit Living through beats 'cause I can't just grab it Reality's harsh, so I numb it down Till these feelings float and I nearly drown [Chorus] I'm numb to the world, but these tracks still hurt Mixing pills with pain till the lines get blurred Three days no sleep, yeah, I'm seeing dirt But these demons speak and the words just work I'm numb, I'm numb But somehow I feel it all I'm numb, I'm numb Watch me as I rise and fall [Verse 2] Mama's voicemail got me feeling sick "Baby please come home," but I can't quit Got these melodies trapped in my head Rather be here than alone in bed Chemical courage through the microphone Raw emotions that I can't postpone Working night shifts just to fund this dream Now I'm faded, floating downstream [Bridge] The synths cut deep like razor blades While I'm chasing hits through this purple haze They say I'm lost, but I found my way In this beautiful poison, I choose to stay [Chorus] I'm numb to the world, but these tracks still hurt Mixing pills with pain till the lines get blurred Three days no sleep, yeah, I'm seeing dirt But these demons speak and the words just work I'm numb, I'm numb But somehow I feel it all I'm numb, I'm numb Watch me as I rise and fall [Outro] Studio lights dimming, sun's coming up Empty prescription, half-empty cup But these plays keep climbing, mama don't cry I'm just trying to live before I die