Transitory

It's a long way home on a lonely road Look inside clear my mind then just hold me close Took a pill for the thrill hoping I don't choke Cut a deal with the lord, now I'm the Holy Ghost Round and round in my head is like a carousel Bad thoughts anxiety's took no time to spill I can't sleep in the dark I need me a light Are the monsters in my closet or inside my mind I been rolling twisting turning right to my grave But I'm still rolling twisting Turing hoping to escape I'm the rap Houdini I should change my name Because my body's deep in water and my mind's in chains Address the being or the spirit or the soul Whatever you wish to say the person is And we raise or help that person to raise there level of awareness spiritually And the more aware the individual becomes of himself and of others And of the environment, the more able he is to handle the environment Himself and others It's been a long time coming I been long time running Y'all done falled I'm jumping Hit the wall like a dummy Busting Shots busting shots making all y'all bleed Taking Shots taking shots vodka fills my stream I Can't think clear cause all this weed Smoke fills my mind my medulla turning green I been glued to the grind my fire burning up the seas And now I'm so damn high like Apollo 15 I'm a wordsmith locksmith My tongue is now the key And it be dangerous if I'm hating on your whole damn mother fucking team My vision blurry I can't see Are you right in front of me Or are you running to the T You can't mix it with my team Yeah we hate and let em be We can't catch another 3 For my main niggas or me This ends now